We are at the
threshold of the Autumn Equinox, another magical moment of this hyper-intense
September, a month we can be grateful toexperience despite the stress,
because it was created by the Divine Order as a marking point between the old
and the new, between the old selves, our overt and stereotyped patterns and the
new ever-flowing process of transformation, which has always been there, but
hidden and unconscious, not even being noticed enough to give it a place
inside of usx. Thanks to the Portal of Autumn Equinox, the divine flow of inner light is coming
to surface and will lead our way. The main effort until now was to move accross
every inner gap, of which we are more and more aware – between what we have
left behind, that we are still leaving behind, and that quantum of light inside
pushing to come out. Frustations and a sense of inadequacy are symptoms of
a research for balance, as we now need to create a new attunement with our
newborn aspects of self. Equinox is a balance between opposites, a space of time welcoming us as into a cradle, where we can regenerate after the fatigue of the
transformational process, so we can complete our cycle, each of us in his/her
own way.
Inside this space of time (here above a
picture of the Chart at 14, 21 UTC, September 22 - the moment when the Sun
enters 0 ° Libra), we start taking a new shape after the dissolution of the old, a process
we have been through since 2012.
The Equinox Rising Sign in Capricorn gives us the determination to step
out of the old with the same frequency of light that fills this part of our
Galaxy when at the Winter Solstice. There, the Sun emerges from the darkness of
fall’s cycle of transformation of death and rebirth (the Winter Solstice occurs
when the Sun enters 0° Capricorn). The Resurrection of Light in its new and
revitalizing frequency makes its way within us. We are filled with a the delicate joy, surrounded by the same nuance
of pink of a new skin healed from a deep wound. Saturn, the Soul Master, and Mars, the
Spiritual Warrior are in Sagittarius (respectively 11 ° and 26 °) and
focus their attention on the Priestess Moon in Gemini at 18 °, which becomes the
Holy Grail for their masculine energy, opening up a nurturing dialogue between
Male and Female, due to the circular nature of Gemini, constantly flowing from one pole to the opposite one and back. The opposition
between Saturn and the Moon is very special for this Equinox because it is our
soul that pays tribute to itself, thus fulfilling a long-chased path. Both Saturn
and the Moon are linked to spiritual life and our mission in life, as they both
represent and move into the unconscious. Their dialogue can inspire us to pay more
and more attention to the subtle suggestions coming from the Self, sweetly
encouraging us to step into our true life. That voice is expressing the longing
for something we thought gone forever. It is our soul finally recognizing itself
in what we have become so far, and we feel we are almost Home.
The position of the Sun is in the House of Scorpio, the House of the
cycle of death / rebirth, conjunct Jupiter, the largest planet of our system. They
are the two Suns, which Gregg Braden talked about, among others, referring to
the fact that Jupiter could also ignite and enlight. Now they are closed together in
this Equinox, thus pushing out a great transformational process involving our
relationships (Libra) that will be tested in their truth (VIII° House). Secrets could be revealed, thus bringing
balance within couples. Chiron (the spiritual Healer) is in opposition to these two Giants in the II° House, retrograde in Pisces at 22 °. It represents
our wounds that can healed by the love and light coming from the Sun and
Jupiter, even if the opposition is not perfectly alligned. All the awareness
available in this planetary aspect could bring out old sorrows from our heart. This
is the chance to heal the Inner Child that can make peace with his/her Father
and he/she is allowing himself/herself to go back home. We can make a profound peace
within our family, even if our parents are gone, as this healing takes place in
the VIII° House VIII, also referring to those who are not among us any longer.
Another curious aspect is given by the opposition of Venus in Libra
(grace and harmony) with Uranus in Aries (energy and lightning), positioned
respectively between the House of Knowledge (IX° House) and the House of Daily
Life (III ° House). It is time to enjoy freedom, going where we feel there is
beauty. This dialogue is emphasizing the urgency of leaving behind what is now
more than gone, looking for a new development away from home, beyond our fears.
It is a chance to leave every kind of fear behind, walking forward until we
reach our goal. Maybe it is not clear where we are heading and why we have to
go, yet the road (both real and metaphorical) is calling us and it is not
possible to say no. We are being born again, coming out of a tunnel, as we already
did landing on this planet, when we took our first breath.
Stefania Gyan Salila